Tuesday, February 28, 2012

nervous and anxious

I'm super nervous.

I'm having nightmares that things would go wrong.

I'm hyperventilating and it's far from fun.
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Today would be my last day in school inshaAllah.

The new chapter shall begin tomorrow.

I have no idea of what to expect.

There's no telling on how the future shall be.

Did I make the right decision?

I am so very confused. I am so scared too.

Yes, probably scared is the right word to describe the state I am currently in.

I hope this IS the right decision for me.

There are many highs and lows for leaving school.

I am in doubt. And when I am in doubt. To You I turn to.

Ya Allah.

I believe in this path that you have destined for me.

inshaAllah things will go smoothly.

inshaAllah.

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