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11ish p.m
Batu Pahat.

Bertexting texting.

"Gf watpe? Sy baru nk start wat keje"

"Dok mengadap laptop heh heh malas nk tengok buku esok ngajar vocabs n idioms ape utk budak gune wat esei. Pagi besok baru pikir heheheh"

"Idioms 2 ape ek?"

"Idioms tuh perumpamaan, macam in the pink of health, crystal clear water.Kalo budak wat esei gune idioms dpt better marks. Sy kene train budak F3 saye gune tuh"

a couple of long seconds....~~
teng teng teng teneneneng *bunyik polyphonic henpon nokia yang dipinjam. Yes, polyphonic okeh. Polyyyyyphonic. rindu henpon yang sudah tamat riwayat*

"I hope I can marry u as soon as possible as beautiful as rainbow. hahaha"

Heh heh heh.
Pandai awak buat idioms.
Si comel. Memang lah kamu lelaki saya!

Hmmphs,
tajuk entry yang panjang lebar menggambarkan betapa hati gundah gulana resah dalam kerinduan setelah sekian lama tidak ketemu dan bakal mengharungi 2 minggu yang panjang lagi sebelum wajah dia dapat dijamah dengan mata kasar secara langsung.

Oh oh!

I smell, I hear, I see, I feel.

After attending a course last week about the new component in English literature, I decided that it's time to start teaching my form ones literature.

Before I give them the main dish, there must be an appetizer.

Today I did introduction to literature to get them in the zone and hopefully to stay there throughout this year.

So I asked them to write a poem.

I divided them into groups and gave each group a quarter of a whole mahjong paper (jimat..,jimat..mana dapat claim benda2 nih suma, suma dtg dari purse sendiri oh) and a marker pen.

They are to complete this poem by filling in the blanks with appropriate words that I've taught beforehand.

Today is ....................
I smell ....................
I hear ....................
I see ....................
I feel ....................

Everything went well and so did the presentation from each group. Good activity to ease their shyness away and hopefully they won't be as timid as their seniors when they grow older (budak sekolah nih kalo suh wat presentation memang macam nak menyuruh kucing makan sambal belacan).

And it's the second last group's turn.

This was what they wrote and recited in front of the classroom. Please pardon their grammatical mistakes :-)

Today is Thursday (they pointed at the day written on the whiteboard),
I smell mother is cooking (they did the dreamy, hungry face),
I hear music (followed by jeng jeng jeng in harmony),
I see a beautiful teacher at the morning (all of them pointed at ME! ME! ME! with the word beautiful being read out really loud heh heh heh),
I feel happy. (they smiled cutely)

and I just overwhelmed with joy knowing that my students have learned another very good moral values :- Sucking up makes you get the loudest applaud from the teacher ;-P

there goes a piece of New Zealand that I bought !

Hari ni super panas, sehingga terpaksa beli air jambu muar on the way ke rumah from tempat kursus in Ayer Hitam. Air jambu special yang harganya 1.50. Cheaper jika nak dibandingkan kat Alor Gajah, it costs 2.00 over there. But I still love Alor Gajah more than anywhere else in this world.

Sampai rumah tengok baju menimbun dalam laundry basket.
Ah. pegilah rendam.

30 minutes later, mula sesi membasuh baju dengan perasaan yang malas dalam gerak gaya seorang yang letih.

Scrub scrub scrub.
Celup celup celup.
Squeeeeeze.
Scrub scrub scrub lagik (buat cukup syarat)
Celup celup celup.
Squeeeeeeze.
Transfer the clothes to another pail.
Tuang air dalam lubang tandas.

Zuusssssss..

Shoot!
Tak sempat nak tahan dah,
the pail is red, and so is my panties.
Terus masuk dengan smooth dalam lubang tandas.

Terus tepon mama.

"Mamaaaaa spender along masuk dalam lubang jamban. Huuuu."

There goes a piece of NZ that I bought.
Panties cantik, murah dan berkualiti.
Akhirnya ke dalam lubang tandas ko pergi.
Ade ke sesape lagik yang pernah jadik cemni?
Hmm tobat lepas nih tak buang air dalam baldi ke dalam lubang tandas lagi.
Sila hati hati. (wahhh gila lah rhyme~!)

Oh please lah tiba tiba ada ticket jatuh dari langit

Muse is the headline act for this coming Big Night Out in Singapore this February 3rd. The cheapest tix go for 98 bucks. You get to sit at the balcony and probably won't be able to see the boys clearly, not without the help of the screen but it's Muse and getting to hear their music live is already a bliss.

I've missed seing them live in 2007. I was a student and a pretty broke one who lives on allowance given by the government. Going to Muse's concert would be a luxury and I could only hope that they would come back again in the next few years.

And now they'll be here. But in S'pore! *sobs.

If I were to go, I'll be spending a lot and would probably have to live only on the mere memory of listening and watching them live when hunger strikes. That would suffice to get me through the difficult days when the money runs low ;-p I would also probably have to skip school on Wednesday or Thursday.

But one thing that I'm learning and slowly getting a good grasp of it is that what the heart desires is not always the right thing to do. You have to think of the what ifs. I used to be spontaneous and used to depend on my guts often. Now that I'm all grown up and awarded with heaps of responsibilities, I've got to give thinking a better chance.

So there you go, unless it's raining tix, there's a good chance that I'll be spending my 3rd Feb night doing my lesson plan, like a good educator would.

Meh layan their 2nd single from The Resistance.

I know you've suffered,
But I don't want you to hide,
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied

Soothing,
I'll make you feel pure,
Trust me,
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers,
That you're wicked and divine,
You may be a sinner,
But your innocence is mine

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Tease me,
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Trust me,
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart.

I ought to shove someone's mouth with a trout

dD :
Eh eh tahun nih aku dah 26 lah.

Someone :
Kan, sekejap aje rasa.

dD:
Ingat tak dulu time sekolah kalo cakap pasal orang umor 26, rase macam dah tua sangat dah tu kan. Tapi aku tak rasa tua lagi la.

Someone :
A'ah kan 26. Terbayang dah kawin, ade anak semua.
Tapi ko dah nak 26 satu ape pun tak ade lagi. Hi Hi Hi. *rubbing bloated tummy*

FINEEEEEE.

I'll be a hermit for days and lock myself in my room, giving a deep thought on how unlucky I am to still be commitment free at 26. But at least I could still wake up as late as I want to and roll out of bed looking like maniac without fretting that the spouse would be running out of bed, out of house.

*whistles*